AIM

luvvinalldaway: heyyyy

shininGxxDOwn: hi.
how’s it going?

luvvinalldaway: …..to be honest, pretty bad

shininGxxDOwn: o rly? wat happened?

luvvinalldaway: it doesn’t rly matter
u woodn’t be interested.
u’ll get sick of my complaining
=P

shininGxxDOwn: no, rly, go ahead
i’m listening

luvvinalldaway: r u sure…?
fine. i warned you

shininGxxDOwn: =)

luvvinalldaway: remember “him”?

shininGxxDOwn: ???
oh, u mean harry potter?

luvvinalldaway: yeah. him. the one i like
=P

shininGxxDOwn: haha, yeah, well u talk about him like every day

luvvinalldaway: *rolls eyes*
welll…………………

….    

shininGxxDOwn: yes?

luvvinalldaway: i’m starting to regret being so obsessed about him
i mean, yeah, i rly did like him, and i prayed for him every day (u would know) but…

shininGxxDOwn: but…

luvvinalldaway: …………..
ugh. i’m so friggin stupid.

shininGxxDOwn: what? no…no, u aren’t.

luvvinalldaway: yes i am
i can’t believe i wasted two whole years

shininGxxDOwn: ? u wasted two years? doing what?

luvvinalldaway: liking harry potter. the celebrity.

shininGxxDOwn: o.
well, just cuz u like someone, doesn’t mean ure wasting anything…?

luvvinalldaway: it’s more like…

shininGxxDOwn: ………
lemme guess
u feel
like u waited for a guy that supposedly liked u
and then u realize he stopped liking u a long time ago?

luvvinalldaway: yea…ure good

shininGxxDOwn: =)

luvvinalldaway: i can’t believe i never NOTICED
first he stopped emailing me…
and then he stopped talking to me…
and then he stopped noticing me…

shininGxxDOwn: …………………….

luvvinalldaway: and now…
now he’s stopped knowing me.

shininGxxDOwn: well, not literally
but i get u.

luvvinalldaway: …………. :’(

shininGxxDOwn: awww don’t cry

luvvinalldaway: how’d u know?

shininGxxDOwn: i see everything…;D

luvvinalldaway: lols
*sigh*
i’m such a crybaby…

shininGxxDOwn: nah.
i understand how u feel =]

luvvinalldaway: and i kept complaining to my friends
about how he never talked to me
and they kept telling me to just stop liking him
but i never took their advice
stupid stupid stupid me

shininGxxDOwn: =(
heyyy, don’t worry about it
we all end up trusting the unreliable ppl once in a while
but he rly was a nice boy so its not even like u made the wrong choice
he just didn’t act the rite way

luvvinalldaway: r u sure it’s not just me?

shininGxxDOwn: yea
i know u best
probably better than u know ureself haha

luvvinalldaway: lols. yeah
but….i’m not going to waste anymore time

shininGxxDOwn: ??

luvvinalldaway: i’m not going to like any guys anymore
ever

shininGxxDOwn: uhhhh
don’t say that. that’s a little too harsh to ureself

luvvinalldaway: i dun care
i’ll find a way.
i’m not wasting anymore of my life chasing stupid guys
all guys are idiots
all guys are stupid
i hate them. i hate them all!
they’re wonderful friends…
but i HATE them as guys!
girls will always be superior

shininGxxDOwn: …….r u sure u rly believe wat ur saying…?

luvvinalldaway: …no
but i’ve got to believe that. or else it won’t work and i’ll just end up acting stupid agian

shininGxxDOwn: liking a guy doesn’t mean ure stupid…

luvvinalldaway: how would YOU know

shininGxxDOwn: =)
u keep forgetting who ure talking to

luvvinalldaway: …………………….hmph

shininGxxDOwn: haha
i love it when u talk to me <3

luvvinalldaway: well that’s y i like talking 2 u
=P
u actually listen
but honestly, i rly mean it
i’m not going to like any guys from now on
i’ll turn les if that’s what it takes

shininGxxDOwn: NO
no homosexuality, pls!
u’ve got to be more rational
just calm down and look at this from a clearer angle

luvvinalldaway: fine…
i’ll just love you instead <3

shininGxxDOwn: =)
u don’t have to do that
i already kno u do.

luvvinalldaway: that’s true…
but nobody’s as perfect as u!
there’s no guy that exists thats as nice as u…
i’ll just love u and only u forever!

shininGxxDOwn: =)
u probably dun wanna do that…

luvvinalldaway: I DO! I DO I DO I DO!

shininGxxDOwn: fine…i’ll make a deal w/ u

luvvinalldaway: ?

shininGxxDOwn: u promise me u won’t hate guys forever
=P
and i’ll promise u that i’ll give u the soundest advice i can
just keep me in touch with ure life
and the guys out there u might end up liking when ure done with ure….
uhhhhhh…ure “fasting”

luvvinalldaway: ok fine
but u have to make sure u show me the RIGHT guys
T-T

shininGxxDOwn: hahaha i can’t promise u that
that’s up for u to decide.
but i’ll try my best =)

luvvinalldaway: okee
bai. i’m going to sleep
g’nite
luvv u

shininGxxDOwn: luvv u too
cya tomorrow…

~12of8